This is too surreal…

Quite soon after I finished writing the last post my great aunt calls me out of the blue. She says that she knows what I am going through must be hard and that I have been heavy on her heart and mind. Before I could even utter a word she talks about the love boat woman and her husband’s separation and eventual reconnection. She said sometimes you just have to believe. I then told her that I did believe that my marriage is real. She then asked if she could pray with me. I of course said sure. Her words were very nice and full of love. It is amazing that she knew how tough of a time my husband was having and how he also needed prayers. I was crying by the end of the conversation because it was just more proof that I am not wrong. One day my husband and I will be back together and we will grow as a wonderful loving accepting couple. My husband will learn to heal and communicate for his own well being and this will help further our bond.

So I wonder and ask myself is this a sign? Is this meant for me to have faith in the constancy of my love for my husband? Wow, this was really powerful and needed…it was almost like acknowledgment for me to continue on my path of unconditional love for myself, my husband, and others. I just need to keep being who I am. Amen